purrett asked: who's your new boyfriend?
his name is nathan :) his sister and my brother were both in the special olympics and we were helping and got to talking and the rest is history he my first bf since my son was born so im nervous idk but things r good so far so yay he goes to southeastern though and will prob be deploying to Afghanistan so that sucks but he a really good guy thanks for asking
feeling down…
feeling down… people keeping using me :( am i not a good person? i always try to help people when I can… idk what i’m doing wrong… i hate when people ignore me just be honest what did i do? please i cant change unless i know whats wrong idk what to do ugh people can be so annoying
at least i have a new boyfriend who is amazing but he is in the army and away at training so i cant see him till friday and he always busy so we cant talk that much
idk im just feeling lonely can anyone cheer me up?
and i wish i could talk to my mom about stuff but we not that close and if i did she would think my bipolar disease is acting up i cant just be upset about real things no its gotta be a huge deal omg my life
THIS IS FOR YOU G**
…………………………………………………………….. deep breath………………………………………………knock knock………………………………………………………you scare me … :) dance while i sing……….:)……….:) o sorry
too upset to think… i just dont understand and i dont think i ever will
